Derek
was conceived sometime in the year 1979. He was born on
May 29, 1980. By all accounts, the details
of both occasions were pretty gross. His upbringing was fairly typical,
living with his mother, father, and older brother. Not much of interest to
his musical career (aside from his dad's record collection) happened until
1986, when Derek was given his first guitar as a Christmas present. His
parents also gave his older brother (Dave) a guitar that year, and decided
that Derek needed one too so he wouldn't whine too loudly. Such is the
beginning of the journey.
Derek immediately had
dreams of glory and rounded up some of the local neighborhood guys to form
his first "band," called X-Treme Precaution. Crappy name aside, Derek and
his friends plugged away. The first incarnation of the group included
Derek, and his friends Marc Schneider (guitar) and Ryan Rhodes
(drums...sort of...). At the same time, he met regularly with his friend
Jason Myers (drums) to play some of the same songs, with a few different
twists.
Neither incarnation of the
group went anywhere, though the former line-up did manage to write a song
or two. In his sixth grade
year, Derek befriended two other young men who had dreams of glory and
"broke up" the "original" line-up of XTP. He began referring to the two
new guys as "his band," and soon, that became true. In Derek's mind,
X-Treme Precaution now included Mike Hutter (drums) and Brandon Urruela
(guitar...sort of...). In Mike and Brandon's mind, they were planning on
joining up with a guy named Nathan (whose last name had disappeared from
Derek's mind, as of the time this page was written) to form a different
band from what Derek envisioned, called R. M. I. (Reverse Mirror Image).
Derek was smart enough to know that he had to make a power-play in order
to keep working with these guys and immediately bought a bass, since none
of the other guys played bass. With that, Nathan was out of the picture,
and Derek became their bass player and vocalist.
In a short time, Derek and
Mike parted ways with Brandon,
deciding that he wasn't quite the accomplished guitarist he'd made himself
out to be. Derek, having
entered Junior High by this time, was now going to the same school as an
old friend, and one day on the bus asked Marc Schneider if he still played
guitar. Marc's answer? "No."
Somehow, Derek convinced
Marc to dust off his guitar (the details of that are also lost somewhere
in the black hole that is Derek's mind--and he's only about 50% sure he
was the one who convinced Marc to play again) and Marc showed up to "jam"
with Derek and Mike one afternoon. With Derek not being a very good
musician, and Brandon having been not-much-better than Derek, the
slightly-out-of-practice Schneider seemed like a shredding God. After all,
he knew how to play "Hell's Bells" by AC/DC. Mike (at that time, the only
decent musician in the aforementioned bunch) quickly agreed to let Marc
join the band, and R.M.I. had a new sound.
The trio worked together
for a long while and polished up a fair amount of songs. After a year or
two, Derek recommended a name change which the other two guys approved
(surprising the crap out of Derek!). So, the band became union jack (yes,
it's supposed to be lowercase). Many gigs followed at places like the now
defunct Bernard Pub, Bastille's, and Club 367. For some reason, every time
the group would establish a foothold at a club, it would soon close down.
They tried not to take it personally.
union jack had a large
following. Their rehearsals were always packed with friends, fans, and
admirers. Pressure was building from any number of angles and the band
soon imploded when a rift developed between Derek and Marc, which was
devastating to both guys. Says Derek, "Marc was my best friend. At the
time, I think I was a little bit mixed up because I'd just become a
Christian and I was learning to live a whole new lifestyle--and not
necessarily doing a great job of it. At the time, I probably thought I was
taking noble steps but I was really alienating people who were close to me
and cared about me. Now, I realize that whatever the major wedge was that
came up between Marc and me; I was the one that put it there. I could
blame it on any number of outside factors... Marc was about to graduate
and Mike and I still had two more years... I was still confused and angry
about my mom dying a couple of years before... The band was doing well,
and we felt pressured to deliver our A-game all the time... But the truth
is, I was self-righteous, a little depressed, and SIXTEEN...and that's a
dangerous combination. So, I lost my best friend and my band...then went
into exile."
(It is worth mentioning
that Derek and Marc soon returned to being on friendly terms. In fact, thanks to the advent of
the internet, Derek and Marc still keep in touch via e-mail, websites, and
blogs. They'd probably call
and visit as well, but Marc lives in New
York and Derek lives in St.
Louis.)
Derek worked on and off
with his friend Vince Chandler in a more-or-less jam-project that they
dubbed "Awake" after the Dream Theater album of the same name. Though
Awake was fun and had some people in his circle of friends talking, Derek
wasn't really doing any SERIOUS work as a musician, aside from playing
bass at his church, and writing some cheesy songs on an old, badly-built
acoustic guitar in his basement. Derek refers to himself as having been
"not ready" to work with a group again.
Over time, Derek built up a
large selection of Christian music, and began recording a solo CD. Though
he worked on the project for a very long time with a
LOT of people, the recordings have never been fully
finished and released. However, it was the process of recording these
early tracks that allowed Derek to find his voice as a musician. Recording
on the since-dropped project wrapped about a week before Derek went to
college.
As it happened, Derek HATED
the college he chose to go to...so he spent most of his time skipping
class and writing songs...but somehow managed not to entirely flunk
out. Says Derek, "I basically
chose that school because I knew a couple of girls who were going there,
and I thought they were pretty.
After realizing that I was there with poor motives, I fell into a
pretty deep depression, hated being there, hated being alone, hated being
the only Democrat on campus, and wrote a bunch of songs." That bunch of songs would be the
groundwork for Derek's first solo-release, "Grounds." However, there are still a few
steps between here and there.
Derek moved back home to
St.
Louis and set about the
task of wasting his life. He
spent a year doing nothing except sitting on the couch and spending his
father's money. (How his dad
put up with him during this period is anyone's guess...we're guessing he
drank. A lot. You would, too.) During this time, Derek's older
brother, Dave, fell in love with the idea of putting together a band. At first, the group was to be a
band that played comedy songs and covers. The group would have been called
"Sheep Trick" in homage to Dave's then favorite band, Cheap Trick, and in
reference to Dave's night-career as "The Sheepdog of Comedy." (No, seriously...he was a comic,
and that was his nickname.)
Derek was drafted to be in the act, but really had no interest in
playing comedy-clubs or being in a cover band. Sensible heads prevailed, and the
two decided to write and play original rock music.
Dave and Derek decided to
name the band Uncle Dick--to mixed reaction, even between the two of
them. The line-up was rounded
out by the addition of Dave's friend of a couple-of-decades, Tim Heeley
(drums) and their mutual friend Chris Teague (guitar). (Derek played bass and Dave
sang. The songwriting duties
were handled by Derek, with Dave picking up a lot of the
lyric-writing.) That line-up
lasted for a short time, until Heeley grew frustrated with the group's
lack of direction. He soon
left the band, and the other three cursed his name, but kept rehearsing,
soon adopting drummer Thatcher Bell.
It would be under this line-up that the group would most frequently
play and would attain most of its success. However, some disagreement over
musical direction and personal philosophy would soon lead to a parting of
ways with Thatcher as well...and the group was re-joined by a re-energized
Tim Heeley. Shortly
thereafter, the group was dealt its unofficial death-blow as Chris
Teague's work schedule shifted to the point that he was forced to leave
the band. According to Derek,
that was "the day the heart and soul of the group faded away."
The group would never
recover from Teague's departure.
An attempt was made to keep going with a new guitarist named Jim
Baker (no relation to the televangelist). (On a side note, this was also the
time-period when Derek began working with the Michael Feldman Group, whose
story is located in the "discography" section of derekbrink.com.) Jim was the wrong guy for the
job. Derek laments, "Bringing
in Jim was always a mistake.
Tim and I pushed for him to join up, once we heard him, but didn't
realize just how wrong he was for the group. We were a rock/punk band, and he
wanted to play metal. He told
us, at the time, that he'd scale it back and play more in our genre...but
he either couldn't, wouldn't, or just-plain didn't WANT to do that. We lost our entire fan base (who
were embarrassed to be seeing an unwillingly faux-metal group in the 90s),
lost our sound, and lost our integrity. In fairness to Jim, he walked into
a situation he didn't understand and just failed at adapting. It's less his fault than it was
ours. We just never should
have tried to continue after Chris left."
Amid many personal and
professional differences, Jim was told that his services would no longer
be needed. Uncle Dick would
only play one more show, with Derek on guitar, and Tim's brother Mike on
bass. (Some say this was the
best the band ever sounded, though Derek tends to recall a particular gig
when Thatcher was in the group being slightly better.)
"I miss Uncle Dick," says
Derek. "I hated it a lot of
the time, but I loved it a lot more of the time. I miss playing those songs, and
the noise we made. At the
time, my head was all over the place, and I was very intense to work
with. I was a bit of a
control freak, and I didn't like putting my music in the hands of
others. In a lot of ways I
shouldn't have been in an ensemble at the time...but even with all of the
stress brought about by my really, really crappy attitude, I loved being
in that group, and I look back on that as probably the most fun time in my
life."
After Uncle Dick's break-up
Derek revisited his backlog of songs, deciding what he wanted to do with
himself. It was during this
time that Derek's first solo-release, "Grounds," was born. Much of the
material came from previous failed attempts at making records. Says Derek,
"I had a duty to produce a record that chronicled not only the stuff
people liked that I'd been doing for years, but that also represented
where I wanted to go. As with ALL first-records, it was a learning
experience, and some mistakes were made, but I think it makes for an
interesting groundwork for what I've done since, if you'll pardon the pun.
Plus, I got to regularly work with my best buddy Nikomas Perez
(drums/percussion), who really added a lot to the project."
Derek wants to be sure that
it is mentioned that Nikomas is a songwriter as well, and that he writes
really good stuff. The two met in college, and have done a lot of work
together in various musical projects, particularly oriented toward praise
and worship music. Says Derek, "I'd really like to work with Nikomas
again. Just hasn't worked out on the projects since "Grounds." He'd moved
to a different state, and by the time he moved BACK, I'd already started
working with different drummers...but we'll see what the future holds. I'm
just glad he was there for me on 'Grounds.' He made the process a lot more
fun than it should have been."
"Grounds" sold pretty well
among Derek's friends, family, and fans. Derek's inability to tour behind
the project (or even gig locally) did not seem too detrimental to sales,
thanks to the Internet. Derek tends to think of the project as "The Little
Record that Could." It helped him gain confidence in his abilities and
made him feel like he could actually BE a musician.
Not content to sit back and
enjoy a job well done, Derek immediately dove into composing a track-list
for his next record. He began again by selecting some older material that
he felt he had a "duty to" for the record. He was jokingly referring to
the project with the title "Things I Meant to Say (That I Didn't Say on
the Last One.)" Then something happened that took all of the humor out of
the experience.
Five of Derek's friends
were involved in a fatal car accident. Their van was rear-ended by a
dump-truck and all five were pronounced dead at the scene. Derek suddenly
found the title "Things I Meant to Say" more appropriate than funny (and
he obviously dropped the parenthetical note). He composed the title track
in memory of his late friends. Derek often steers clear of comment, due to
some unresolved emotions relating to the event, but he did contribute the
following to the website:
"I didn't really know what
to say about it then, and I don't really know now either. All I know is
that I've got a lot of regrets about not keeping in touch a little bit
better, and that's the kind of thing that keeps me awake at night. I mean,
two of them were CHILDREN--the next were teenagers, and Angi (the oldest)
was only 30. Their lives were unfinished, and no one should have to go to
a funeral and see coffins less than four-feet long, knowing that the
bodies inside were burned beyond recognition. I remember people at the
time saying that God had a plan for it, and that He works in mysterious
ways...and that's bullshit. If God's plan includes the senseless and
reckless death of children, then I don't want anything to do with Him. God
didn't do that. Maybe Satan had a hand in it...but come on... 'God works in mysterious ways.' I
don't get that. Seriously, how is that supposed to make any f**king
sense?"
As high as Derek's emotions
run now, you can only imagine his mind-frame during recording. "In a lot
of ways," he says, "I think of it as a really good experience--the
RECORDING, I mean. I got to work out some demons, and I got to work with
Tim (Heeley, drums) and Becky (Outlaw, vocals), both of whom I adore. I
did manage to have fun making the record, and the two of them are a big
part of why. I forever indebted to them. It was a hard, hard thing to
do--especially that song. In fact, recording it, I had to be completely
alone. It had to be just ME doing it--which is why I played the drums
myself on that track. But, you know, I got to yell a little, too in songs
like "Scars" and that always helps. In all, I think this record represents
some of my best work to date. I'm incredibly proud of it, and I think the
Huckabas and Willinghams would be, too. I hope they are."
To date, "Things I Meant to
Say" is Derek's best selling record (with any project) and has bought him
more than one guitar. "I know for certain that it's even been bootlegged!"
Derek boasts. "A girl from
California
e-mailed me. I
guess she just Googled my name and found the website. She said "Looking
Back" really meant a lot to her and that she really identified with it.
Then she told me that she burned a copy of the disk from one of her
friends. Lars Ulrich may have been pissed off, but I was endlessly
flattered. I really felt like I'd arrived!"
Though sparked by tragedy,
the record is something Derek CAN be proud of, and has sparks of fun and
energy throughout that are genuinely uplifting. The record does end with a
very sad, yet appropriate tribute to Derek's friends. To date, Derek has
(for understandable reasons) never performed the song live. Still, he
maintains that he thinks of the song as one of his best, and says, "It
really sparked a flame inside of me. It kind of steered me off into this
direction of writing really, deeply personal stuff, and it's still shaping
what I'm doing to this day."
Part of that "shaping"
comes in the form of Derek's next solo record, "Out from the Light" which
will be available in late 2008, at which point this biography will be
updated.
Parallel to Derek's work as
a solo artist, he also works as the guitarist, main songwriter, and
half-time vocalist in the rock-based Blue Tattoo, and plays bass in the
Michael Feldman group.
Regarding Blue Tattoo,
Derek says:
"I love working in that band. Those
guys are great, and I'm particularly happy to still be working with Dave
(Brink, bass/vocals). I can't imagine my life without my brother, and it's
getting to where I'm hard-pressed to imagine making music without him,
too. It's also great to be working with Chris (Teague, guitar) again. He's
a great guy, and I missed him a lot when he left Uncle Dick. I'm SO glad
he's back. Johnny (Ream, drums) rounds out the group incredibly well, too.
He's probably the perfect drummer for what we do, and more importantly (to
me, anyway) we can also spend hours with him at the bar. It's a really
exciting time for me, being in this band, and we're about to take off in
what I think will be a big way. We're getting our stuff ready, and we'll
be gigging like CRAZY soon...and I've said it before, so I'll say it
again... If you liked Uncle
Dick, if you liked my solo stuff, and if you like ANYTHING my name's
connected with, but you haven't heard Blue Tattoo...you haven't heard
ANYTHING yet. Just wait and see. Just watch."
Regarding the Feldman
Group, Derek says this:
"Mike first tapped me to do
some solo work with him, and it's turned into a really long working
relationship and friendship. He's an amazing guitarist and he pushes me to
think outside of my own experience. I like working with him. If you'd told
me when we started out playing Christian coffee houses and benevolent
associations that we'd be playing blues and rock cover songs a few years
down the line, I'd have thought you were nuts! But, still, it's a great
experience, and I have a lot of fun...plus I get to sit around talking
crap with Kenny (Williamson, drums).
That's always fun!"
What the future holds for
Derek, and how long it holds it remains to be seen. So far, Derek has been
lucky, and has had a ride he's really enjoyed. Hopefully the future brings
bigger and brighter things. We'll be here to cover it as it
happens.