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A Note Before: When you make a new album, only about 20% of what you do is actually playing the songs. Doubly true if you're a one-man-show, like myself. Apart from writing, arranging, and playing the music, there's also mixing, mastering, remixing, remastering, remastering, remastering, learning what a "High Pass Filter" is because you just can't get that weird rumble to go away, questioning your sanity--was that a click I haven't heard in the previous 1000 listens?--designing the cover art, uploading the files for the CDs, uploading the files for the digital downloads (yes, they're different files), designing the webpage updates, printing the CD jackets, realizing you're out of CD cases and buying more, fixing the printer that you don't use a lot, so now 50% of the covers have those weird lines through them, assembling the CD cases once they arrive, promoting, promoting, promoting...and writing these things. Lyrics and Song Summaries: |
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Ain’t nobody talkin’ ‘bout the raid went down in ‘28. |
"One of Us" sets a tone for the themes of this record. It's a song about small towns and how often the people from them are so in love with their town that they can be standoffish to outsiders. Come to think of it, big cities can be like that, too...I know there's a St. Louis/Chicago divide for now good reason, by example. (Or for sports reasons. Most dumb anger seems to exist because of sports.) But nevertheless, in this case I'm talking about small towns.
As much as a new person might be considered an "outsider," there are usually ways for them to get grafted into the community. It usually takes time...but you can get there. You can be "One of Us." (Gooble gobble, or Gabba Gabba, depending on your preference.) So this is a song that is part warning, part acceptance. Or at least the potential for both. Something you might not catch is that it's structured after the HP Lovecraft* story "The Shadow Over Innsmouth." You don't have to know the story, but if you do, you can probably see the references. You'll notice that the word "Marshes" is capitalized in the lyrics. I wrote this one about 20 years ago and it's never seen an official release. It was demoed for my then-band, Blue Tattoo, but we never recorded it in any way I can find. It's been waiting for a full arrangement and mix for a long time. (The harmonica part is a recent add.) I'm glad to finally have a version out there. (*For the record, Lovecraft was a horrible racist who must not be emulated. That said, he did shape modern horror and his work can't be completely ignored--which I know sounds a bit like arguing that Hitler did have some good ideas about making trains run on time. Lovecraft is a RARE case where time has been able to be far kinder to his writings than to the person. And at best, it should remain that way. Personally I've not re-read his writings since learning the facts--which was some time after I wrote this song. But I think the story and the song are good.) |
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This song comes from a sad place. I know, shocking right? A SAD Derek Brink song? Rare...
Years ago, I had a "friend" who I worked with and trusted, at a parachurch organization. The bosses decided not to renew my contract for the next year--I wouldn't be coming back, and not by my own choice. The company explained it to me as a financial/experience thing (I was 25 and a manager in a Christian academic library that was seeking accreditation and needed someone with a degree). There were not hard feelings there, at the time. My "friend" decided this was their window to tell me I was going to hell for no longer working there (?) and for playing music in bars, etc... They also made it subtlety known that they'd been sending records of any perceived "sins" of mine to management, which if true may have played a part in my contract being non-renewed. (Though there were other, equally sinister things at play, as well.) "And they'll know you're Christians by your... What was it, again?" I terminated all contact, making it clear that they were not to ever reach out to me again. Apart from one Facebook reply on someone else's post that they might not have even thought about, they were good to their word and did not reach out. A few years ago, they died after a serious illness. While I do not think I was in the wrong to walk away, and while there's still some anger coming up in my heart retelling the above facts, I am also sad that the person I had a good time with at least for a while is gone. They may have never really existed, I don't know...but I've carried the weight of that falling-out and the death that followed. And for my end, I hope they're at peace. If nothing else, 14 years later I left the church for what feels like "for good." So maybe they had a point, after all? Thematically, most of this record is about "small town" stuff or things that feel like rural stories, and this one's a little bit of an outlier in that regard, at first glance. But a rumor mill is at the heart of this one, in my mind. And if you've ever had your name brought up in a small town rumor mill, hey...you get it. |
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Eddie went down to the well seeking water. |
"Wait" is a song that (while new) has been germinating as a thought for me for a long time. I know a lot of rural people, including family and friends. I've heard a lot of farmers talk about their crop...and the theme is the same almost across the board... "How're things looking this year?" "Oh, I don't know, we'll see..." That probably means a GOOD year. While, "it'll be alright" means they're scared. Can't trust the weather. Can't count your chickens. And so on.
That's what this one's all about. The banjo part came first on this one. Played on a Vega tenor banjo from sometime in the 1920s. I've had it for a while, but I don't think it's been on a record since "Wayne County" in 2011. The harmonica came next--but you've heard those from time to time on other records, if you've listened to my stuff. Then the rest filled itself in. This was a "tone setter" for the record, when I wrote it. I knew I was working on an album and how I wanted it to sound, from the first demo of this song. Lyrically, this is the first occasion (not counting "the Marshes") where I use a name on this record. As with most Derek Brink songs, if there's a name in the song, I probably just liked the name and it fit the space. That's pretty much the case here. Although I do have an Uncle Eddie who I like a lot. |
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My grandpa played the banjo with four strings, just like me. |
Don't know what to tell you... My Grandpa (Brink) played the banjo--with four strings, just like me. And so on...
This one explains itself, but maybe this is a chance to talk about banjos a little more. (Thrilling!) There are a few different types of banjos, but most people will be familiar with three basic styles. The Five String (the type that probably comes to your mind first--think Steve Martin, Earl Scruggs, etc) has a high-pitched "drone string" that demands a finger-picking style. That shows up elsewhere on the album. The Tenor is smaller, plays in a higher register, and has four strings. Common in Irish music and it's typically more of a strumming-type of banjo (used on "Wait")--I tune mine in "Irish Tuning." Then there's the Plectrum style, used on this song. It's like a five string with the "drone string" chopped off and was common in Jazz and folk songs. It's another strumming type banjo. And it's what Grandpa played. I have my Grandpa's banjo. It's in need of some fairly serious repairs, so it's not the one I played here. (It's very old and time, children, and grandchildren wore it down.) Earlier this year, I was in a folk music shop in St. Louis and bumped into a Plectrum banjo hanging on the wall. It didn't have a name-brand on it, but it was clearly old. The guy at the shop said it's a Washburn, but I think that's just some of the parts...it's obviously not all original. But I fell in love with it and told him about my grandpa and we chatted about how rare it is to find a plectrum out there these days, and so on. He offered me a price I couldn't pass up (it was an EXCELLENT deal) and I took it home and wrote this song. |
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(Instrumental) |
I like instrumental tracks. This wasn't really supposed to be one...but I ended up liking it this way better than what I was doing with a lyric. I've been toying around with the progression for years and finally gave it shape and put it here. Enjoy!
By the way, my cats really hate the tin whistle. So props to them for putting up with take after take of this song! |
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I grew up running across the highway |
We now come to a little chunk of songs that were at one time part of a bigger concept. "The Johnston Family Plot" was an album my brother and I started talking about writing years ago. The family name on our mom's side is Johnston. And being a large, Southern, farm-based family, there are a bunch of stories there. So Dave and I wanted to tell a few, alter a few to be funnier, and pay tribute to our family. The word "plot" had multiple connotations--plot of land, funeral plot, story... It's an idea I always meant to return to. Unfortunately, it was one of those ideas that we just never tackled for various reasons...
But I never let go of what I think is a good idea, so I finally did something with it. I've had scraps of songs and ideas floating around for "JFP" for probably 15-20 years. So some of what you're hearing here goes back that far--but not near all of it. I'd consider 90-99% of this song to have been written in 2026. I emptied the notebooks and connected the threads...but it needed a lot of sewing. (Or a different metaphor of your choosing.) This obviously would've been the title track of that album--probably the opening track. As it is, I like it where it is on the album. Just kind of a glimpse at the family and what it means to me. The family farm sold at auction in 2024. There just wasn't any way to keep it in the family. So this song is me bidding it farewell, basically. |
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Walter Wynne got the haintin’ |
"Walter Wynne" is kind of a family myth that I made even more ridiculous. I had the story told to me when I was younger about how Walter (a cousin? uncle? I'm not sure) would go out horse riding and see ghosts and have to ride fast to get away from them. As I got older I heard a few deviations of the same story, with subtle nods as to why he might've been seeing visions... Who knows what's true and what isn't? That's the fun of a story--by the time it gets down a few generations, anything might've happened. My version here includes the horse riding, a jug, and some personal application. (I purposely didn't spell the last name right, though...if my version isn't true, why pin it on the real name?)
This one's probably the most fun thing on the album. It was definitely the most fun to write and record. Another one where the idea's been in my head for years and years, but I just finally put it down on tape...or...put it up on the internet...whatever! By the way, "haint" is regional/archaic dialect for a ghostly encounter. "Haunt" or "haunted" are more common now. But you might remember "haint" from one specific old episode of South Park, at least. Ride on, Walter! |
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Deep in indoctrination that I thought was sanctification. |
This one ended up meaning a lot to me...
If you re-read the notes for "What Was It, Again?" this one kind of spins off of there. The "friend" in that song was apparently telling my bosses that I was a terrible Christian and going to hell and blahblahblah... And it's probably part of what cost me that job. Church organizations can be like that. I often say, "If you want to get in trouble in the church, be yourself." So I got drummed out and rumors swirled around and whatnot... And as it happened, I went down to the family farm in Arkansas the weekend right after. I told one of my cousins about it and they said, "Well you know that runs in the family..." and told me all about a well-respected member of our family who had decades earlier been "churched." To be "churched" in those days meant that your church reprimanded you and punished you, often requiring a public confession and oath of repentance before they'd let you back in. It can include excommunication or just a slap on the wrist. My family member got CHURCHED and from what I understand never darkened their door again. What'd he do? He went to a dance. He didn't actually dance. He didn't even go inside. But he went to it. What can I say? We grew up Baptist. So he was out...but when he died in the late 1960s, that church was quick to suddenly forget about that... He was a church founder and when they remodeled the building, they installed stained glass windows, each one dedicated to a different founder. So his name was put on a little brass plaque under one of those windows. Suddenly the heathen who got kicked out was letting in the light. I walked away feeling a lot better about my situation. So this one's for both of us. |
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You’ve gotta come out when the family comes by. |
I picked up a 5 String Banjo and have been learning how to play it. This was one of the first things that fell under my fingers. It's not complicated. I'm not tearing it up on the 5 String yet...but it's pretty and it suggested a vocal pattern to me. So this is what came out.
I had it in my head that I was writing a bunch of family stories and I wanted to touch on as much of a family dynamic as I could. I had my grandparents in there, and GREAT grandparents. And cousins, and uncles, and so on... But y'know who are often just trying to barricade themselves in their rooms when the family gathering starts up? The kids. And they keep getting drug out and waved around in front of 90 year old aunts they've never heard of before...and that just makes them want to hide even more...and... ...oh, who am I kidding? This song is about how my cats hide any time we have company. It just happens to work for kids, too! (Though "remember you're not a stray" would be a weird thing to say to a toddler.) |
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He had a blue wing tattooed on his shoulder |
This is a cover of a song written by Tom Russell, although you might be more familiar with Dave Alvin's version. Me? I first heard it sung by Michael Feldman.
Mike was my friend and musical cohort for about 25 years. He died in November of 2025, after fighting cancer for 8 years. I miss him every day. We met because he was recording an album with a friend of mine and he needed a bass player, so my friend called me and I went over and started laying down tracks. Because of the advent of multitrack recording, I didn't actually meet Mike until months later, when he called me out of the blue (first time I'd even heard his voice) to thank me for the work I was doing and ask me if I wanted to play a gig with him in a couple weeks. I accepted...and that's when he told me that the gig would be in a prison. He was part of a prison ministry that went around playing songs for convicts. So I passed a background check, and the first time Mike and I ever really played together or hung out was in front of the lifers--the murders and rapists--singing songs about Jesus. I always liked telling people, "Mike and I got to know each other in prison." He always laughed at that. From there, Mike asked me to be in his solo band full time and we launched into 20+ years of playing every church, coffee house, bar, county fair, motorcycle rally, college, Christmas auction, nursing home, private party, duck club, and anyplace else we could find. Started out playing his songs. Ended up playing covers. I ended up needing to dial back my involvement and he spent several years with another bass player being full time, but I'd do fill-in gigs and he worked with me to record several albums and demos as his engineer and background vocalist (and even piano player on one song!). We kept finding reasons to play together and be in each other's lives. When Mike got sick, he told me about it at a rehearsal for a fill-in gig he drafted me for, and we put down the guitars and just talked for about three hours. Then played a gig that weekend. And several afterward. Then COVID hit (canceling a gig we had scheduled). We kept in touch but didn't get to play another show together. But he invited me over a few times and we just sat with acoustic guitars and played songs and told stories. His songs, my songs, covers...whatever. I loved those times. In July of 2025, he asked me if we could do one more album together--just the two of us--and I could do whatever I wanted with my parts. Any instrument, background noises, etc...just have fun with it. I eagerly agreed... But after a couple of weeks, he texted that his health was "failing badly" and he wouldn't be able to go on with it. We had dinner one more time, at a barbecue joint. And you know those times where you don't know it's the last time...but you kinda do? He was gone four weeks later. So it goes. But remember how I said we'd recorded stuff together over the years? One of the things he recorded at my place in 2015(!) was "Blue Wing." Just him and an acoustic guitar. I fell in love with that song from those sessions. When I was working on this, I dug up Mike's tracks and presented myself with the challenge--"what if...?" And I worked on it, adding my own parts, and got a small taste of what that last album might've been like. And I love how it came out. So, Mike and I first played together in a prison. The last time we're playing together is a song about a prisoner. I know you're "up above the clouds now," Mike. But stop by anytime. There's a Telecaster in the kitchen with your name on it. It's always in tune. |
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(Instrumental) |
This is another song I primarily wrote on the 5 String Banjo. One of my many quirks is that I like to record rain storms. I'll crack open a window, put a microphone up to it, and see what I get. Then, later, I'll sit and play guitar (or in this case banjo) along with the rain. On this particular day, I was enjoying what sounded like a heavy, but not scary rain storm on a Sunday afternoon, and I started noodling on the banjo. I liked what I was coming up with, so I recorded the rain, then laid down the banjo track, and I had everything else in place within about an hour--it's short and it came together quickly. I was immediately happy with it and happy for the persistent, but pleasant rain outside the window that day. Hence the name of the song. That same storm crossed the river into Illinois and caused massive destruction, killing two people. ...but didn't it sound pretty in my part of Missouri? |
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We only see each other at funerals, |
"Creek Don't Rise" is my nod to my cousins that I don't see much anymore. It could be to anybody that I don't see much anymore though. Just, "Hope you're good. Let's do something sometime, if we get the chance." We've all got that. That's all it really is...
And I like the wordplay at the end. It's something I say with some frequency. So I said it again. |
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A Word Afterward It took me two years--almost THREE--to do another album after "Boop." Well...other than the Christmas album. Which was mostly covers, so it kind of exists outside of the Derek Brink canon, even though the two originals on it are pretty good. Seriously, I have no idea how I did a Christmas album. That was nuts...So anyway, almost three years since "Boop." That's a good album. It took me a while to write songs that felt like a good follow up. And of course, I didn't just want to do the same thing again. So I did this. And I like it. A lot... But it won't be three more years waiting on the next one. I'm already writing it. Probably in 2027. Probably sooner than you'd expect. It'll be good too. And another stylistic turn. It'll be fun. But this one's fun, too. So is "Boop." And "*." And most of the others. I hope you agree. Now here's the "credits" stuff... ------------ In memory of Michael Feldman, whose guitar and voice appear on “Blue Wing,” and who was, is, and will always be my friend. All songs written and performed by Derek Brink, except "Blue Wing" written by Tom Russell, performed by Derek Brink and Michael Feldman. Used by permission, licensed via EasySong. ------------ THANK YOU: First and foremost… Dad, Susan, Dave, Valerie, Tessa, Patterson, and Melody. Tessa will be in college by the time this comes out. On my first album, she hadn’t even been CONSIDERED yet. I love that kid. She’s going to make the world the place I thought it was going to be when I was her age. Patterson and Melody will, too. But Tessa gets the first crack at it. She’s gonna kill it. Deepest thanks to the Feldman family, who allowed Michael’s voice and guitar to appear on this album. Mike and I worked together and were friends for 25 years. It breaks my heart that this will be the last thing we do “together,” but I’m glad to have the chance. Jonco and McGuire are, as always, the two best boys. Extra treats for putting up with the tin whistle. They REALLY hate the tin whistle. And then there’s Josh Woodard, Bruce Lynn (and family of all sorts), Jim Ousley, Kim Carpenter, Abby Ellert, the Gambills, Bill Green, The Johnstons (including Sara, to whom I’m not related), everybody I work with, everybody who likes my cat posts on social media, and of course, my undying thanks to The Who. And thanks to anyone who should be listed, but I forgot to list them because I’ve had too much Ketel One while I’m writing this. ------------ Influences: I mean… Drive-By Truckers, Jason Isbell, Neil Young, Bottle Rockets, Jayhawks, Uncle Tupelo, Son Volt, Wilco, CASH, Nelson, Waylon, Kristofferson, Prine, James and the Shame, The Folksmen (no, really), The Michael Feldman Group, Old 97s, Glen Hansard, The Chieftains, Madison Greene, Tom Petty, Bruce Springsteen, Bob Dylan, Del McCoury, Steve Martin, Tom Russell, Dave Alvin... But also… Pearl Jam, Tenacious D, Pixies, Collective Soul, Aimee Mann, The Tragically Hip, The Who (obvs), more Rush that you’d expect, Big Star, Foo Fighters, The Kinks, and so on... ...and that's it. Thanks! |